Gaaah! Almost concert time and anxiety is really kicking in. Just want to get this over with now. Sad I can’t even enjoy myself. Hopefully I’ll be OK once I get there. Stomach is in knots right now. Maybe I should get on mess for this cause it’s out of control sometimes.Update: had a great time! Some jerk behind us almost got in a fight cause he kept pushing random people including my friend’s wife, but other than that, awesome show. Yesh, I really need to stop over thinking everything.
Stressed out about this Linkin Park concert in 3 days. I get real bad anxiety when I know I’m gonna be in a crowded place, which is why I don’t really go any where. Hope I can handle it. Can’t back out of seeing my favorite band. I hate that I get so self conscious and paranoid that it stops me from living. Not this time though. Might puke the day of the show, but nothing is keeping me from going…. Nothing.